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21 May 2005 10:26 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
in_steadFor the past several nights, all my dreams have featured violent death or serious illness. They're not nightmares, as they're not really scary. The violent death isn't a result of being chased through a dark and empty underground parking lot, nor the illness a result of a mysterious plague that we're all waiting in terror to contract (these being two fairly common themes in my usual nightmares). It's more like that violent death and serious illness happen to the population of my dreams, which is composed largely of members of my family and people I knew in high school. In the dreams, I am devastated that death and illness has struck these people I care about, but I'm not scared. So they're not really nightmares.
It is, however, getting rather disquieting and I am, as a result, not sleeping terribly well.
Last night, I set my alarm for 7:00 this morning. Only, because I did it with my glasses off, when I thought I was flicking the switch on my radio clock to "alarm," I was in fact switching it to "off." I didn't wake up until one of the delivery trucks that trundles about beneath my window let down its off-loading ramp with a tremendous crash at 9:53.
I am, as such, quite behind schedule.
It is, however, getting rather disquieting and I am, as a result, not sleeping terribly well.
Last night, I set my alarm for 7:00 this morning. Only, because I did it with my glasses off, when I thought I was flicking the switch on my radio clock to "alarm," I was in fact switching it to "off." I didn't wake up until one of the delivery trucks that trundles about beneath my window let down its off-loading ramp with a tremendous crash at 9:53.
I am, as such, quite behind schedule.
